LIfe

There are times that i want to stop, there are times when i'm lost, there are times when there's things that are going on that i have no idea about. Jealousy is such a strong emotion. If you give someone too much attention then they would be wanting more and more. Even though they have never thought of how much you have been through and only think about then things that they care about. My aunt told me that the ones who are your best friends are the ones that can tear you apart...Caring too much about a person can be the only way that tears you apart. Emotions wouldn't hurt others unless they care. How much more of my feelings do you want me to tell you?! I can care for you if your willing to do the same. First come first serve, but then why not just share this happiness with me? Timing is everything....it is the only way that can change someone's feelings...Hitler is someone for example of who i'm talking about...he didnt get what he wanted...got the attention and turned bad....I try not to ask for too much...but then i think some times its good to speak up...Everything is limited....My patients is limited....everything happens for a reason....Timing is limited....Limits to everything!
>.<

Congratulations

2012 is the year of the dragon, and this year, so many couples have found their half apple. I wish to congratulate all of those who have gotten married this year. May you always be blissful, and have a happy life. But however, life is not perfect. You will have ups and downs, but it's you to you guys to keep it going! But anywho's, who I would really like to congratulate is my Big Brother. Yes he got married to this year, just not to long ago in fact. I've known you my whole life, I know you have bad habits, and a bad temper when you don't like something, but yet, now since you have your half apple, you must overcome that. I'm glad you're able to find someone like her to come support you. My words end here, I could say a WHOLE bunch of things, but I think you know were I'm going. haha~even though I know for a fact that you'll never see this post, it's okies. As long as I know, that I said Congratulations then it's all good.

Broken.

I use to believe that promises could be true, they weren't just made, purposely to be broken, that those that made promises to me would keep it...maybe I'm to blind to see? Maybe that's why I have glasses? haha.. It's true, no one can change you, but yourself, but yet, those people around you can impact you, and your character. My meaning, they may remember their promise, but when something more important comes up, they soon will forget the many things they promised to someone they called -close-
I don't remember the last time I have may a promise, maybe when I realized to late, I just stopped making them, because I've been through so much. It's just like a broken glass, that can never be put back together, even if it was put together, the cracks will still remain.

Poems

Yesterday After taking a test, I was thinking about my two most special people. 李小美 and 黄好美.
Then i started to write poems for them.

The first poem was for Xiao Mei
everytime wo kan jian ni
ni shi yi ge ren wo ke yi see
ni gei wo yi ge da xiao
yin wei ni shi wo zui de hao peng you
ni gie wo yi ge hao hao gan jue

The second one is dedicated to Hao Mei !

like a bird that must experience in order to fly
reaches the stages of life in order to get up high
like water that flows
you are my friend, and we are so close
being far away
not being able to see each other more than one day
supporting you spirituality
hoping that you will always succeed
all i ask is please
dont give up

So, I think that if you find people who best fits you and likes you and gives you a special feeling, then they will mean a lot to you! Just like to me Hao Mei and Xiao Mei mean a lot to me!

~XL

URG

Li Xiao Mei says that I'm very careful with everything that i do....shi zhendema? I dont think so. I'm so stubborn. I've been thinking a lot about this one person....do i really mean anything to ta? Well...seems from the past that i was never realized by ta until now....everytime ta left ta never told me anything....just left me hanging....i guess it was jsut me who thought you of someone more than what you thought of me as...