Can you guess what's this song?

English lyrics ONLY!



Your eyes were red when you touched my hand gently
sorry you said softly
my sadness, was not just hurting me
but also how you became so good at apologizing
sighing, silence, plus tears and tiredness
how can love still only have these left
was it time taht made us a bit stupid
we had happiness but forgot to remember
if i can no longer be infatuated
infatuated byt the happiness scent of holding you in my arms
maybe this way we can stop having too much expectations
expecting you to return to the future we promised

I listen to you saying that you love me
but the feeling feels so lonely
the smile only maintained for a few seconds before it turned soured
at this moment I just want to find an exit
to escape these absurd chaos and talk about to love or not another day

I think you really do love me but i'm also really hurt
or else it wouldn't be bitter when we kissed
where can i find an exit to leave you
but after I left you, where else can I go?

signing silence plus tears of tiredness
how can love only have these left?
was it time that made us become a bit stupid
we had happiness but forgot to remember

if i can no longer be infatuated
infatuated by the happiness scent of holding you in my arms
maybe this way we can stop having expectations.
listening to you saying that you love me
but the feeling was not moving
after this hug, will there be another one next time?
who is willing to tell me where is the exit?
which can let me escape from this whirlpool that almost drowned me
i listen to you say I love you but the feeling feels so lonely
the smile only maintained for a few seconds before it turned soured
at this moment I just want to find an exit
to escape these absurd chaos and talked about to love or not another day

I think that you really do love me, but I'm also really hurt
or else it wouldn't be bitter when we kissed
where can i find the exit to leave you?
but even if I do find the exit, where else can I go?

我想要一个出口。可是我不会知道我回去那里。

Well

I find it super sad how I try my best being super patient with the people around me. Its really hard whenever they aren't patient with you and just throws everything at you. Everything that I do is a big mistake! What's the point of bringing me to life since I'm the useless one. I have ways to do the things that I want to do. If your not happy with it just tell me! I'm ok with it but then you dont have to be so harsh. Yes I know that everything's limited but you should limit your temper. You always lecture. Never consider people's feelings. You have not right to talk about my friends, you have no right to talk about my family. You have no right to talk about me whenever your mad. You have no right to blow up on me because I'm not part of you. I'm so tired of life. Can't wait to get out and break free from this misery. I know that life is hard, but then I'm sure that I can survive on my own. I'm not like you.