爱一个人。。。你的心会疼什么时候他们不在
Loving one person...your heart will ache whenever they are not around. Loving someone, no matter who they are, like your sisters, best friends, mom, dad, brothers, cousin, your other half, and other families member...When missing them all you can think of is the pain that they give you, the words that means more than a million, the timing that is so preciously warm.
There's this one person that I miss a lot but then I think "Ta" doesn't even think about me....Well, apparently that person forgot their promise that they made...I dont see a point in me trying so hard to get Ta 's attention, anymore, but then something's telling me that that person just needs more time and I should be more honest....Hmmm....life...I think i'm going to give up. Everytime I think about this....Tears starts to appear. That person would be lecturing me if I do cry. Ta wants me to take care of myself...but then I dont think that i can do so.....because all the timing that we've been through together....Just hurts me so much that Ta hasnt noticed that i was important to Ta until this year
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The TA you keep saying maybe doesn't understand what it is exactly that they forgot; maybe TA is facing the final decision in her life...what if TA is facing something that is inner and not outer...what if TA has already like you tried the hardest Ta can...The TA you are talking about doesn't know what you are thinking and cannot guess it...TA zhi shi ren...Humans make mistakes but communication is the only way to solve the Misunderstandings....maybe TA already has given up on the great dreams TA once saw as beautiful...Ta the world has already caved in and collapsed but TA is staying strong bc TA believes TA de hao peng you will one day understand TA is doing everything for reasons but isn't doing them without considering what others are thinking...TA de ming hen zao yi qian yi jing guo qu le...TA Si Le...Si Le...
ReplyDeleteWell maybe I'm tired of trying cause its so hard to communicate with this "Ta" because ni zhi dao ma?! This isn't the first time!AND! I have tried communicating with this person, but this person never listens! Forgetting me, then things that they said to me, words that hurts me deeply, why? Because I care for ta. Ta just doesnt see it! Has the Ta that we are talking about ever thought about what i face every single day of my life Inner and Outer? I've never said that Humans make a mistake. If you were in the same situation that i was in, cause i care too much, and you care for someone so much, wanting to hear how they are doing(Which is too much to ask for from ta because she's super busy doing her on things) then you would really know how it feels! Once i Open up, its time when i should close down again. I can be patient, but then if the person that you cherish so much doesn't show the same back then wouldn't you just want to give up?! Yes I am selfish, comparing Ta to me, but like you said, Everything happens for a reason,There are still so many things that I dont know about Ta!It's like we are complete strangers, but then we've known each other through the same thoughts....It's really hard for me to explain what i'm thinking about right now! Because there's just too much! Everyone's here to come and experience things in life, even the past of what Human will still affect them today. I'll never forget anything that happens between me and people! And dont even think about talking about death!That's not going to help any bit, but make this stupid girl hate "ta" blaming, this herself for everything that happened and is only going to make this soft stupid hearted girl worry more! No matter how much she's trying to ask for things she never gets it, she still moves on, what if one day this girl ends up in this result?! HUH?! I'm pretty sure that this "ta" we are talking about wouldn't want it! Then you might as well stop talking about that! Yes the world is beautiful, "Ta" Once saw it beautiful, giving up the dream that "Ta" once had would only make her world ugly because she has strength to control her moves to choices that she makes, easily influencing the others, also hurting others easily.! I've once said that I'll support this Ta and my younger sister, at everything they do, why? Cause, i've never had anyone support me before, but then if they make this stupid decision, i would never forgive them. Never EVER talk to them ever again. Knock some sense in their head! So dont even think about trying it! If you ever even think about it! Think twice! Stupid people talking about death! Trying to make people forgive them! Haha...Not going to happen! Yours smart enough to know this! Would you like for me to knock some sense in your head?!
DeleteSuo yi ne, ru guo ta "consider thinking" about what people thinks na...weishenme ta talks about si? Ta shuo de hua!
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