:D

I just LOVE panda's!! hehe, while going to trips with school, I found these shirts & I just KNEW, they were meant for us. CGZ TRIO! They are so cute! :DD <3 -mess with me, mess with my besties-

So this week, Xiao Mei & II did do our competition together, but sadly, we did not take 1st place, but however, we did take Silver, which I guess you can call it second. :) We did our best, and we will keep trying! Go Go Go! :D Although I felt we did a good job, so does Xiao Mei, not everything in life will come east, so you must work hard, to complete your goal! I was so determined to make it to Nationals, when we did our performance, I wasn't even nervous for the like the first time ever, but now looking back, honest to truth, I am disappointed in myself, just a little. Other's can say they're proud, and I should be disappointed, but I honestly am, and no one can chance that. We put in SOOOOO much effort, but I guess what's done is done. I just have more memories to add to my memory box right? :) 
~GOOD NEWs~
Our Winner of our last contest FINALLY received her prized! Waiting must have been hard! lol~ Congrats again, SOon again, we'll have another competition!! 

~Shout Out~
I want my Jie Jie's to JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
-I apologize, I know I'm not the best friend, and or mei mei you can have, I know I'm stubborn, and everything, but I have never gave up on you guys. No words can speak what my mind really thinks, so i'll just leave it at that. 

Yay! lol Okies~ That's it for now! 
<3 <3 <3 <3 黄好美

what are words

Every word that you said to me hurts
You dont know how its like to be me
If you have nothing better to say then dont
nobody asked for your opinion
You never know how its like to be called an idoit!
I hate you so much!
You Dont even know!
People may say that words dont hurt
but then it does!
I hope you vanish out of my life!
~XL

....

I find it really funny how whenever I just ask out of carious what people would do without me....most people has just said that they would be lonely...am I just here for you to be with whenever your lonely?
~XL

what if

What if I were to loose grip of you...
Why?
Because I don't know anything about you
I feel like you are a stranger to me
There's nothing that we really talk about
Except for that one thing...
Have you ever thought?
Did you ever know
Do you understand?
What I'm trying to say?
When trying...
Its really hard to express...
~XL

Thoughts

Today someone came up to me and asked me if I was ok. I said that I'm doing better than yesterday, I was explaining to her what's been happening and then she started telling me that she know's what's the situation that I'm going through, then she started to tell me how she and her best friends were doing and how they misunderstood her and she didn't even know what's going on and what she did wrong. She also told me that she was going to give up her life but then her sister-in-law had a talk with her and she changed her decision. After that I stated to cry because I find it very sad how someone wants to give up their life, they don't even know how lucky they are to be living.  Well, I'd like to tell everyone that even though you fill like giving up on life, I want you all to know that there are times that we want to do that but then you guys should think about how special you guys are to be living, my quote for you guys are to not give up on life yet because you guys should know that everyone is here to experience life and then will one day leave, life is short, cherish the ones that you love, because once you loose those precious people you will realize that they are important to you and you will realize that its too late. It's been raining a lot lately, I've been wondering why its been raining, why is the sky so sad, is it because I did something wrong? Or is it that the sky is sad that people do not know how to love each other or at the choices that we make?....Well here's some Quotes from the people around me. "You will never realize what is important to you until you loose it"--黄好美 "Cherish those who you love"--飛輪海 "You should never give up because its just the beginning"--小林的阳光 "The world's most beautiful things can be ugly"--李小美

~唐小林

Beautiful world

The Most Beautiful thing in the world will bring so much disaster
the things that you cherish so much will one day rot
the person you trust so much can be the one to destroy your dreams
all these are so beautiful
all these are wonderful
but in the end they can be a disaster
the only things that can tear your heart
but dont worry,
you will survive with time
why?
because love=time
time loves you!
in the end everything will go well~
~XL

memories

Been thinking about what Ta said to me....all the the things that Ta said regardless of who ta said it to. I think its obvious. Even though there's not explanation even if TA lies to me. Everything will be seen from above. I'm not afraid! I think that I know the truth. I guess I'm just going to stay with what I think unless "Ta" I've got more things to worry about.

~XL

Helloooooooooooooooo !

Wow! I've Been SOOooo Busy, I don't even think it's funny. lol. But how is everyone?!!
ahh~ SO guess WHAT?! It's less then a week, that Xiao Mei & II get to go back to our competition that I told you guys about earlier (Star Event)  and compete for GOLD! If we get first place, then we get to go to NATIONALS!! That's like something BIG! So wish us luck ! I will keep you guys updated! :D ehhehe, But here's something I forgot to update on here, I think, but we did release the winner of our Contest! If you want more info, go to our other blog, http://only4frh.blogspot.com/ !! :D ehhe, Okies, that's it for now. But here's a picture to share!

Quote from Me!
When times are terrible, keep smiling !!! :DD

<3 <3 <3   黄好美

na shi shenme?

the warmth of this wind
feels like the memories of a hug from behind me
the happiness that is un-explainable
when thinking about it, realizing time has passed
this is the happiest saddness
coming to heart
bitter sweet
sour and salty
now that i think about it
this is just a dream
a heart breaking
cherishing
unbearable
little cheerful
coldest fire
warmest desire
hottest planet
~XL

WHY?

The Question can never be answered...
The pain in my heart will never disappear
no matter how time passes on
there will always be one

why am i still standing here
why haven't i moved on yet?
why is it that
every time i think
its always what we've been through
why
oh why

~XL

Invisible children

Today was a normal day when later my sister showed my a video. This is touching news! This is not just for my safety but also for yours! This can be a turning point to everyone's life! 

~XL